Pop Kiss-offs vs Today's Happy Pop Hits

Pop Kiss-offs.

The songza playlist I'm currently blasting into my eardrums.

Description: Been wronged by your sleazy ex? Tired of your lover's lies? Vent your broken-hearted frustration with this collection of violent and defiant breakup songs. And remember: you deserve better. 

Now, before you draw conclusions or anything, I have not been wronged by my sleazy ex, nor am I tired of my lover's lies. Refer here for my explanation of my single-ness. It's actually pretty great

The words that stuck out to me in the description are those that are bolded and italicized. Why? Because they're great.

frustration; Yeah. I'd say I'm a little frustrated with myself/life right now.

you deserve better; Normally when people say that, it's about an ex special someone. In this case, it's about an ex self. No, it isn't about a boy. Again, refer to my 'single-ness' post.

I hate ranting blog posts. Mine or anyone else's.

So, no, this isn't a ranting post.

But I'm not too thrilled about pretty much everything about me right now.

As I read through these different quotes, I realize I have nothing to say. They pretty much sum it up. As for regrets, I challenge everyone to set their life priorities straight. 

Sometimes, they get a little foggy.

Some people really never realize how good they have it.

Has your mom woken you up, make you breakfast, did something for you, and/or kiss you goodbye in the past week? Go tell her thank you. Some people don't get to come home to her everyday.

Arguing with your siblings? Be the bigger person. Some people don't get to be there everyday in their lives to watch them grow up, give them advice on love and school, buy them ice cream for their first heart break, or tell them yes, their outfit looks good. 

Appreciate. Because sometimes, you don't take them for granted like you should.

And it makes you feel so terrible. 

Make them your first priority. They're way more important than friends.

I wish my family could know how much I really love them.

As for life, when you have the flu and two ear infections, everything gets foggy. You do stupid things, make stupid decisions, and just don't really think. Why? Because it literally hurts to think. And I'm pretty it makes you super emotional.

This is seriously the weirdest blog post ever. 

Oh man. The life of an almost 15 year old teenage girl. 

So crazy.

Not really. 

I don't feel like I have anyone that I can really talk to about my problems. So I guess I just blog about them and how to solve them . . . Whatever. It helps.

I just want to dance my life away.

That is all. 

Life gets better guys. Just hang in there. You're the only one who can really make you happy.

"Things will get better in the end. If they aren't better, then it isn't the end."

Word.

My playlist now: 

Today's Happy Pop Hits.

: )

XOXO,

Halli

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Bad To Good To Great

I fully agree with this quote. Crying is a release of emotion. 

Good thing to, because at my grandma's funeral I blubbered like a baby. 

It was perfect. 

Her casket was beautiful.

The flowers were gorgeous

She looked so pretty.

All and all, it was a bitter sweet moment in life.

It did get better though. 

When I got home my dear friend Nikki kidnapped me, and we went up to Culver's in Lehi!

Jesse and his little brother accompanied us, as well as the rest of Nikki's family. 

Let me just say, they have the best shakes EVER.

Not to mention, Nik thought one of the waiter's was hot so we discreetly gave him her number.

We wrote her number on a napkin, folded it up, and had another waiter send him over to our table. 

When he came over, Jesse gave him the napkin and informed him that on it was one of our five numbers (Nikki's, Jesse's, Calli's, TJ's, or mine).

Let's just say, I don't think that has happened to him, well, ever. 

He responded with, "Wow, thanks guys! That's great, I really appreciate it!" And more awkward things. 

Then, on the drive home, we blasted this:

Pat Benatar. The best. The music video is pretty great too. Gotta love the 80's! 

We hung out at Nikki's for a little, mostly doing yoga and interpret dace to the Lion King music in her front yard. Sometimes, we have those moments. . . 

Then I had a date, so she took my home!

And what did I find on my front porch? A box. Addressed to yours truly. : )

Inside this box

Was another box. Inside that box

Was another box. Inside that box

Was a package wrapped in duck tape. Inside the package

Was another duck tape wrapped package. Inside this

A duck tape wrapped envelope. Inside this

Was my homecoming date's name! Yay! Homecoming is going to be so much fun!

Now it's time for dress shopping. . . : )

Shortly after that, my date picked me up.

We went and picked up our sushi, 

and then climbed to the roof of a six story building to eat it! 

It was so amazing! We had an awesome view and saw the occasional firework! 

Then we went to Sonic. It's kind of becoming a tradition for us. . .

Definitely on my Top 10 Best Nights!

It made my day yesterday. 

My day went from super sad, to good, to great. : )

XOXO,

Halli

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